Khloé Kardashian Snaps at Lamar Odom Throughout Tense & Awkward Dialog About His Overdose

After Khloé reached out to her ex to see if he needed to choose up a few of his belongings she’d held onto, the pair met up at Malika Haqq’s dwelling and reminisced on their marriage, his drug use, overdose and why she kicked him out of her home after being by his facet all through his restoration.

“I really like you for making an attempt your hardest with me. Love, I do not assume it’s going to ever go away, I do know it will not. I am a really non secular particular person. You marry any person, you get married in entrance of God,” he stated, expressing remorse for his conduct after they stated “I do.” In response, Khloé instructed him, “I do not assume you make that dedication if you cannot honor it. That is on you.”

In a confessional, she stated she instructed him “loads of instances” what he can be shedding if he did not form up, including, “I did not simply let go, belief me … you do not at all times get second probabilities and you may’t maintain doing f–ked up s–t and anticipate individuals to remain round.”

As he instructed her he had so much to be sorry for, particularly when it got here to his drug use, she questioned what made him cease. He stated he needed to be round for his kids, in addition to wanting their respect, earlier than sharing that he wished issues between him and Khloé weren’t “so tense.”

“I assume in due time, should you give me the chance, you will see how real and a modified man [I am]. And I am most likely cool sufficient to be your buddy,” he instructed her. “As I get older and begin to notice what I may need affected due to that, [it’s] hurtful.”

The 2 then determined to name Kris Jenner up over FaceTime, a transfer which actually shocked the momager — as Lamar instructed her, “I am so significantly better now, now I am with the love of my life over right here. Praying her to forgive me and all this different s–t.” He additionally known as Khloé “one of the best spouse ever,” earlier than referring to Kris as “mother.”

In a confessional, Kris broke into tears, praising her daughter for having “the power” to fulfill with Lamar, in addition to Odom for displaying up.

“That needed to be arduous for him to stroll in. I really feel a number of forgiveness for him and clearly love him and felt unhealthy that he had this habit that he could not management,” Jenner added. “And I used to be devastated for my baby who– that was the love of her life and she or he thought that was her fortunately after and it did not work out that means for them. It is so much. It is so much to wrap my head round.”

After the decision, Lamar additionally received choked up over how a lot Kris cares for her daughters — telling his ex, “It jogs my memory, should you received a mom that helps you, how sturdy that s–t is.”

He then instructed Kardashian she seemed good, as Khloé remarked that the entire assembly “has been very awkward” to date. Odom made it much more uncomfortable by telling her, “Despite the fact that I might have beloved so that you can put in me in a dip and put your tongue down my throat, to interrupt the ice, I used to be kinda anticipating awkward a bit bit.”

She then identified that they have not been married for 10 years, including that they ended issues “on the worst of phrases” doable. Khloé then instructed him cease frequently referring to her as “babe,” saying, “It does not play with me … final time I noticed you, you could not communicate.”

When Malika — who was witness for a few of the dialog — stated that was a “harsh” remark,  Kardashian then pushed again arduous.

“It is not harsh, it is the reality. The reality f–king hurts. It hurts one time. A lie hurts 7,000 instances. But when I inform you the reality one time, that you may’t name me that since you could not communicate, whose fault is that?” she requested. “His fault he could not communicate as a result of he determined to do naughty issues someplace he should not have accomplished it. His fault. Not my fault.”

That is when Lamar denied he did cocaine earlier than his overdose at a Las Vegas brothel, one thing he has maintained in interviews because it occurred, implying he was drugged. That narrative, nevertheless, is one thing Khloé clearly does not consider.

“You don’t have any concept what occurred that day. Thank god. However I do. Do not speak about if should you’re not going to be trustworthy,” she instructed him, getting heated.

“I used to be there when your father stated pull the plug so he will be in your life insurance coverage. I used to be there. So was Kim, so was my mother. I used to be there whenever you had 6 coronary heart assaults, 12 strokes,” she instructed him. “We transferred you from Vegas to Cedars, I used to be there for all of it, I used to be there for you for 4 months. I received staph an infection as a result of I lived in a hospital.”

Beforehand-unseen dwelling video confirmed her with Lamar within the hospital, as she confirmed him a photograph of him along with his children, asking whether or not he knew who they had been.

“Do you bear in mind why … have you ever by no means thought why did we cease speaking fully?” she then requested Lamar, as he instructed her, “as a result of how I did medicine after that.”

“Why on earth would somebody … you’ll be able to’t discuss, I needed to train you scorching from chilly, diapers, how you can stroll, all that,” Khloé continued. “You had sufficient consciousness to get a burner telephone to name a drug vendor to get what you wanted to get, to ship safety away, to do what you wanted to do for me to seek out out and for me to punch you within the face. I punched you within the face and shattered every little thing in that home.”

That, he stated he did not even bear in mind taking place.

And with that, Khloé awkwardly wrapped up the already-awkward dialog by saying she needed to go decide up her children. The pair hugged goodbye, earlier than he stated in a confessional that he felt like “100 kilos” had been lifted off his shoulders. “Hopefully I can proceed to get to know her a bit extra,” he added.

In her personal confessional, Khloé stated the dialog made her notice how “pessimistic” she is now, in distinction to how “naive and trusting” she was when she was married to Lamar. “I’ll by no means get that again, however possibly that is okay. Do I feel I wanted to undergo all this bulls–t? No. Hopefully, I am tapped out,” she added.

“Right now was so much, to say the least. I do know that I really feel relieved, I really feel happy with myself,” Khloé then concluded. “I really feel like that is a part of my shedding course of whereas I am making ready to get into my fourth decade of life.”

Later within the hour, Khloé crammed in each Kris and sister Kim Kardashian on her sit-down with Lamar — prompting Kim to joke, “Ought to I name Kris Humphries?”

“It was actually unhappy. It is bizarre. I really feel like some moments I type of blacked out. Like I am in autopilot. I do not actually understand how I stated bye,” Khloé recalled, earlier than admitting in a confessional she was “so anxious internally” and “uncomfortable” all through the “overwhelming” assembly.

“He was mumbling like a motherf–ker. I am going, what are you nervous about?” she shared, relaying how Lamar got here in with flowers, champagne and a cake, one thing all of them thought was “very candy.” That response, nevertheless, made Kim notice they at all times “really feel unhealthy for individuals” they most likely should not.

“Like, this man cheated on you. Why am I like, ‘Oh my god, he purchased you a cake?’ Why are we like this? We have to go have a bunch remedy session,” she joked, as Khloe stated that whereas she feels unhealthy for Lamar and is rooting for him, she’s “not going to be with the man” sooner or later.

“We received into a bit backwards and forwards when he was like, ‘I wasn’t on any medicine.’ I simply can’t with that story,” Khloé then instructed them. “I am like, you are dedicated, do what you gotta do to be ok with it. I used to be like, I used to be on the hospital, I do know what was in your blood. Are you kidding me? He does not bear in mind how lengthy he was there.”

Kim then recalled how Khloé introduced Lamar down to fulfill Saint when she gave beginning, as they had been each in the identical hospital on the similar time.

“What I went by means of with Lamar was so f–ked up in such a unique means, it took away my innocence. Perhaps that is what occurs whenever you get married in 9 days,” she stated, admitting they most likely did get married “means too shortly.”

“But when somebody requested if I might change something, I would not change a factor. If it wasn’t for medicine, I do know we’d nonetheless be married ’til right now,” she then instructed her mother and sister. “I haven’t got a query about that. I do know I picked the precise particular person at the moment. No person knew he was on medicine till it was a minimum of a 12 months in. That is what was so terrifying.”

Trying forward, she stated she does not assume she’ll ever actually permit herself to “have my guards down” round Odom, contemplating all she went by means of with him, and wasn’t certain “what to do” with him saying he’d like for them to be mates.

“He would acquire a lot extra out of that friendship than I might acquire. He does not add something to my life. It could be such a one-way friendship. I am too drained,” she stated. “That is additionally an enormous purpose why I am not leaping into relationship. I wish to be sure that I am in a strong, comfortable place in my life … and I am not lonely, determined to fulfill somebody.”

The dialog ended with Kim assuring her she has “a superb one coming” her means.

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